Thursday, September 24, 2009
Kev Dev
That I never really had you
You spend so much time
You spend so much time
When you think youve got all the time in the world
And I turned you into
A conversation piece
And the things you take for granted
Turn out to be the things that you need
Im timing my breathe against the back beat of your footsteps
As we walk along cobble stone streets
Arms at are sides to live with
Eyes on the ground
Counting down to when we can talk out loud
Move on
Steady now
Move on
Move on
Move on
Youre letting a good one go
Youre letting a good one go
Youre letting a good one go
Youre letting a good one go
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
The office made me cry!?
" I didn't find the perfect moment because I think that today was just about having today and i think that we are one of those couples with a long story when people ask how we found each other.
I will see her every now and then
and maybe one year she will be with somebody
and the next year i will be with somebody
and its gonna take a long time
and then its perfect.
I'm in no rush."
class blog!
words sit in my chest like poison arrows, ripping my brain into whatever direction the wind blows, feel it in you, this day is still young, push it out from behind your ribs to the tip of your tongue, the battles won. one of ink and of paper too, a thousand letters scrambled like some fucked up sudoku, and a brain that has no stock in numbers, turning late night cigarettes into sleepless slumbers, and i have to wonder, look at what's lurking behind your shoulder, the shit that you dipped out on as the weather got colder, silent eyes that speak louder than actions, turning all your logic into decimals and fractions, how did this happen? look back, the road is narrow, this path is the one your feet wore through the meadow, no one has been here before you, where you stand with your soldiers in tow, a silent prayer for everything you know you gotta let go, just remember who you are and know this ones for back home.
Update
I used to have these dreams that I lived in a place where all day and all night beautiful boys rode skateboards around and all I had to do was walk out of my room at any given moment and they would be there whooshing around me and then I moved here.
Also it's weird that this is my life. I feel like I'm at camp only I live at camp.
I have math super early in the morning that's the no fun part but tomorrow is tuesday and thats a little closer to thursday so there's that.
In the meantime I'll just lean out my window and watch all those boys skate skate skate skate skate.
Monday, September 21, 2009
San Francisco Fog
ten day weather forcast for SFSU
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
foggy
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
what happens now?

and settling tastes
like a new house
a new place
and missing your bed
and all of your friends
the way widows miss their dead
but theres a light in the window
all night
from the street
and the shuffle of feet
and a place that is waiting
to come and take hold of me
and keep me safe and warm
when someone gets you
who isn't me











